the big brotha of mine

people said that we resembles lots of similarities towards each other..

frankly say, i don't really agreed with it...

well, yeah, this big brah had some-little-things in common with me...he's biologically my brother, what to expect...tubik dari perot ibu yang sama derr...mesti la muke tu sipi sipi nak same...

 but apart of it, he is way too 'pandai' dari aku, way more organized-person, and way more experience...jadi itu point penting kenapa aku rasa aku tak sama dengan beliau...

owh, and kalau ada pun, maybe aku ni adalah hensem sikit dari beliau...tapi note that beliau bukan tak hensem...beliau cuma kurang hensem SIKIT dari aku...mohon jangan prejudis...

hewhewhew

# bro...mohon jangan kepak iPad aku selepas mung bace entry ku ini...harharhar #

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its all about last night, when he suddenly gave me this words of wisdom on my facebook's wall:

so, i thanked him, much thanks upon this...its somehow enlightens...

followed by this post, are some light conversation of us:

  big bro: there are plenty of chance to change. but remember not to screw again =)

 me: indeed...but pulling out the strings back won't be easy though...aku sedang sangat bertahan

 

 big bro: just do what u have to do. try to get what u need for future. if u need to be kiasu, just go ahead. dont bother about others anymore. sometime stress is good. it drives u

 me: haha...thanks brah...do pray for me... =)

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both of us, between us, quarreled on something during our early ages too...biasalah adik beradik berkelahi...

tapi disebalik salahfaham, kami belajar merasionalkan diri sesama adik beradik...

beliau pernah menjadi contoh kepada aku...

pernah juga menjadi pengajar aku...

things that happened to me back then, somehow knocks me deep..

over something, i know lotsa people still be, here supporting...

and i certainly sure, he'd be the one...supporting in silence...

so this big brothah, are somehow to be a person who i wanted to make proud of...

 sebab beliau bukan orang lain...

abang sulung aku...macam mana high-nya expectations aku pada beliau, begitu juga aku mahu beliau mempunyai high-expectations pada aku...

jadi, ini salah satu sebab...untuk mara ke hadapan...

mungkin lambat tersedar, tapi tak lambat untuk melangkah...

 

notakaki: abang yang sulung, diberi watikah memegang nama sebagai Ahmad Syahir...kacak dipanggil Sher sahaja...a dentist-to-be, productively produce by UiTM...lebih kurang tough, tak se-tough aku...hewhewhew...bujang, dan sedang elok umurnya untuk berkahwin dah pun...nak masuk line? boleh...ikut petua orang tua tua, nak tackle abg, mung tackle adiknye dulu...cayor gua, cayor la abang gua...wahahahahaha

till then, assalamu'alaikum and have a nice day